It's time

Hey ya'll sorry I haven't posted lately. It's a funny cycle, when I have all the time in the world to post I have no motivation due to depression. When I have the motivation to post it is because i am up and working and have no time. It's funny how attached and then how quickly i can stop caring about people. It's like the book says, "It was the best of times it was the worst of times." For me that usually happens in the space of a day. I still work at the good old Za hut and i managed to get seasonal work being a retail fashion consultant. Supposably it sometimes turns in to more than seasonal work but I dont think that my standards are what the company is looking for. However i am going to stop talking now and if it doesnt turn into more than seasonal I will tell more about it. The Army is the same, still need surgery still can't afford it. Still not in jail, out impregnatin people, or torching SUV's in the name of conservation. My little bro is almost done with basic and AIT for the National Guard. Well on his way to being a cannon cocker, getting married, and giving my parents the non four legged grandchildren they so desperately want. So I am not dead, just not motivated, however I have some kick ass New Years resolutions and hopefully this up coming year wont blow as many chunks as this last one, or at least smaller chunks would be nice.